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15.11.12

I hate Goodbyes.



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Have you ever been content with life, yet sad at the same time?
Yes you have.
Do you like that feeling?
No you don’t.
I play the same songs over and over again because it gives me a certain kind of satisfaction.
I like the monotony in life. Predictable is always safer.
But that doesn’t mean I am boring. Or perhaps I am, but I have followed my impulses too on more occasions than one and the outcomes have turned into memories.
I don’t classify them to good or bad because that is unfair.
So even when I whimper about a static life, chances are, I’m just trying to sound 'cooler'.
Because I don’t love anything more than knowing He is always here, with me.
Affectionate, Egoistic, Protective, offensive, Funny.
But always here.
And now he is leaving for 5 prolonged weeks, giving me all the time to come home straight after class.
Ph should be delighted.

20 comments:

  1. "Have you ever been content with life, yet sad at the same time?"

    Yes, I completely understand that feeling. I've felt that this whole week actually. And i hate goodbyes too. :( I'm sorry. You wrote a beautiful and emotional post, but I'm still sorry because it's a sad one. And if I could i would make you happy and smile! I hope your days get brighter, and remember goodbye's don't mean goodbyes forever. <3

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    1. Your posts make me happy Soph. They really do! I'm still not over your snowman picture!!!
      Thanks for the lovely words Love. Means a lot.

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  2. The words you penned cut straight through my soul. I pray that this "goodbye" is only a temporary one.

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  3. "I don’t classify them to good or bad because that is unfair." cannot have agreed more to that...goodbyes don't always have to be for ever right?? And he'll be back after 5 weeks, so cheer up, girlie :)
    Take Care
    Love

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  4. Lovely write-up gal!!!!!
    But think this way,
    the joy of meeting him after 5weeks would easily overpower your gloomy days spent without him :)

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  5. I hate goodbyes, too.

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  6. They always seem to leave, so I, too, hate goodbyes.
    I try to never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.

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  7. Great post, great blog! :)

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  8. thats a tricky question there...
    but life is like that most of the time...

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  9. Predictable scares me more than anything in this world.

    /Avy

    http://mymotherfuckedmickjagger.blogspot.com

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  10. Ohh boy...just a 5 week break and you're already fretting..:-D

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  12. Little tanglers in our head, that tell us that every moment is precious with someone we love.
    It's an amazing feeling.
    I don't know if it sounds comforting, but 'wait' as well is a beautiful feeling. :)
    Take Care.

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  13. thank you! I hate goodbyes too. :( x

    http://day-dreameer.blogspot.com

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  14. Doesn't everyone hates good-byes, they are gaps unknown to you,if they'll ever be filled.
    Take care!

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  15. I like being safe and secure and at the same time I hate it and want to be free and spontaneous. But monotony seems so much less scary.

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  16. Lovely post & great picture.

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  17. i will forever hate goodbyes. i have to say bye to my bf every baseball season :(

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These make me smile!